Me, Myself, and I
Today’s post is about fears. Â Some are real, some are just plain irrational and for no reason. Â But hey, who can say that how you feel isn’t really how you feel? Â One of my fear’s is eating alone. Â So, naturally, I decided to do it.
Some of you know, that I have anxiety. Â I’ve had it since I could remember, but I wasn’t diagnosed until I was 18. Â At this time I would like to thank my family and friends who have supported me through this because I’ve had some bad times, but also some really good times. Â I would also like to personally thank (who will not be named, but you know who you are) my friend’s Mom. Â When I was deciding what to do with my anxiety (medication or not medication) I went to her and she really helped me out, and I wanted to personally thank her in this post.
With anxiety comes a lot of irrational fears. Â So, I’ve decided to start facing some of my fears to hopefully gain more control over this illness each day.
I decided for my first Fear that I was going to face, eating alone.
In all of my 22 years, I have never eaten a meal alone. But, it’s better late then never. Â I went to Avila’s El Ranchito, had a beautiful view outside, and all of the chips I could eat! Â I’m not going to lie, I did periscope the entire lunch but it’s babyÂ steps, right?! (haha) Â It was a good time. Â It was a bit quiet, but I believe it helped me. Â I ended up getting a Mayan Burrito which was so so delicious! I probably could have eaten two! Â That’s how I faced my first fear, eating alone!
And as always…